Change.

Change sucks.

There. I've said it.

For years, I've spent my life preaching CHANGE IS GOOD! to my employees. totally bought it ot hte fact that change brings growth and  new opportunities. Embrace it! Love It!

Well now.

I'm tired of change.

I want things to stay predictable, steady and on course, I want to look at tomorrow, and not wonder what I'll have to rearrange. For the first time in my life, I just want to be complacent.

Sad. But true.

And because that just can't happen, change has again arrived at Cases do Living in Grace.

Changes that affect us in so many ways.

And so, besides trying to get everyone through the last 9 days of school, finals, summer plans, driving lessons, et al ... I've spent the last couple of days reworking sbudget, bills and plans for the future including evaluations at various clinics for transplant.

Realistically, Denver is out.  Mayo should be in by July. Phone calls are being made, plans changed.

I'm holding frustration at bay, barely, but my finger is in the dike.

More than ever, we are living in grace around here. Forcing oouselves to leave the details to God. Letting  let go of our plans,  and  trusting that His plans will work out.

It's a tough place to be. But, we are there and we will walk through. Crawl if we have to.

Reminding ourselves each step of the way that He is Jehovah Jirah - His Grace Is Sufficient For Me.